Evanescence - The Open Door

This album, I would say really speaks to me in so many different ways the titles of the songs is one thing:

1. Sweet Sacrifice

2. Call Me When You're Sober

3. Weight Of The World

4. Lithium

5. Cloud Nine

6. Snow White Queen

7. Lacrymosa

8. Like You

9. Lose Control

10. The Only One

11. Your Star

12. All That I'm Living For

13. Good Enough

Songs like the ones I have listened to from this album make me realize what life is really all about! You know what I'm talking about here is what I take from each one of the songs:

1. The sacrifices that we make in Life!

2. When the one you love has lost his/her mind you ask them to call you when they are sober!

3. Feeling like everything is on your shoulders and it's your problem like the weight of the world!

4. Lithium is like being trapped in the dark without your soul!

5. It's a place where life is what you dream, it's like your dreams come true!

6. When Listening to Snow White Queen I feel like it gives me the power to control the minds of others especially men with my sweet hypnotic spell!

7. Lacrymosa is all about letting the one you love blame you for what is wrong!

8. Being like someone else!

9. It's all about not trying to lose control!

10. It's all about letting someone know there not the only one!

11. Being alone and all that you stood for swims lonely!

12. Letting someone know that all you live for and all that you would die for is the one you love!

13. Knowing what is good enough for the one you love!

Most of the songs like Snow White Queen and All That I'm Living For are songs that really dig deep inside and bring out the other side of what my life could really be like, my life could be like that if I was ever able to express myself in the ways I want to do so! Most days of my life I spend my time isolated in my bedroom with no ability to see or hear what is going on around me! See, now this is how I want to live my life: Isolated and in someway free! These many songs have inspired my life and how I want to live~I no longer want to feel the weight of the world on my shoulders or feel like I'm being trapped for any known reason! It's been along time since the last time I actually really felt free and was alone and had the ability to think with nothing to see or hear around me! Sometimes I get so into the songs that I end up dreaming that same night about what my life would be if I lived in that kind of fantasy world!

This album has become such a big influence on my life that recently I can never put it down! The only reason I really can't put the album down is because I have just been feeling this sort of empowerment and it seems to just want to take control of my mind and everything inside of it!

And when the song Snow White Queen I just get the feeling like I have the ability to control men or my boyfriend Jason with some kind of (Sweet Hypnotic Spell!) Used mostly when I want them or him to be my slaves and do everything I say, when I say it! Sometimes I do think that when I get this certain ability I control the one I love to much! It's as if I lose complete control of my mind! And I have no power to regain back the control of my mind!

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