Uncle Kracker - Smile

I have decided to choose one song and one song only that makes me think of my boyfriend Jason! That always makes me remember why I'm in this relationship in the first place. The song is called Smile and it's by one of our favorite artists Uncle Kracker! I hope one day you will all get a chance to hear this wonderful song rather than just read lyrics on my blog!

This song I dedicate to my boyfriend Jason! Baby, I Love You ALWAYS and FOREVER!

You're better then the best

I'm lucky just to linger in your light

Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware

Nothing can compare to where you send me,

Lets me know that it's OK, yeah it's OK

And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone

Somehow you come along

Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that

You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you

Cause every time that I get around you

I see the best of me inside your eyes

You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh, you make me smile

Oh, you make me smile

Oh, you make me smile


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Evanescence - The Open Door

This album, I would say really speaks to me in so many different ways the titles of the songs is one thing:

1. Sweet Sacrifice

2. Call Me When You're Sober

3. Weight Of The World

4. Lithium

5. Cloud Nine

6. Snow White Queen

7. Lacrymosa

8. Like You

9. Lose Control

10. The Only One

11. Your Star

12. All That I'm Living For

13. Good Enough

Songs like the ones I have listened to from this album make me realize what life is really all about! You know what I'm talking about here is what I take from each one of the songs:

1. The sacrifices that we make in Life!

2. When the one you love has lost his/her mind you ask them to call you when they are sober!

3. Feeling like everything is on your shoulders and it's your problem like the weight of the world!

4. Lithium is like being trapped in the dark without your soul!

5. It's a place where life is what you dream, it's like your dreams come true!

6. When Listening to Snow White Queen I feel like it gives me the power to control the minds of others especially men with my sweet hypnotic spell!

7. Lacrymosa is all about letting the one you love blame you for what is wrong!

8. Being like someone else!

9. It's all about not trying to lose control!

10. It's all about letting someone know there not the only one!

11. Being alone and all that you stood for swims lonely!

12. Letting someone know that all you live for and all that you would die for is the one you love!

13. Knowing what is good enough for the one you love!

Most of the songs like Snow White Queen and All That I'm Living For are songs that really dig deep inside and bring out the other side of what my life could really be like, my life could be like that if I was ever able to express myself in the ways I want to do so! Most days of my life I spend my time isolated in my bedroom with no ability to see or hear what is going on around me! See, now this is how I want to live my life: Isolated and in someway free! These many songs have inspired my life and how I want to live~I no longer want to feel the weight of the world on my shoulders or feel like I'm being trapped for any known reason! It's been along time since the last time I actually really felt free and was alone and had the ability to think with nothing to see or hear around me! Sometimes I get so into the songs that I end up dreaming that same night about what my life would be if I lived in that kind of fantasy world!

This album has become such a big influence on my life that recently I can never put it down! The only reason I really can't put the album down is because I have just been feeling this sort of empowerment and it seems to just want to take control of my mind and everything inside of it!

And when the song Snow White Queen I just get the feeling like I have the ability to control men or my boyfriend Jason with some kind of (Sweet Hypnotic Spell!) Used mostly when I want them or him to be my slaves and do everything I say, when I say it! Sometimes I do think that when I get this certain ability I control the one I love to much! It's as if I lose complete control of my mind! And I have no power to regain back the control of my mind!

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Evanescence - HAUNTED

Long lost words whisper slowly to me

Still can't find what keeps me here

When all this time I've been so hollow inside

(I know you're still there)

Watching me and wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Fearing you, loving you

I won't let you pull me down

Hunting you, I can smell you alive

Your heart pounding in my head

Watching me and wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Saving me, raping me, watching me

Watching me and wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Fearing you, loving you

I won't let you pull me down

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I LOVE MY DAD!

I love my dad so much that I have chosen the Butterfly Kisses by Bob Carlisle for my father/daughter dance:

I hope these lyrics will help you remember the song I'm talking about:

There's two things I know for sure

she was sent here from heaven,

and she's daddy's little girl.

as I drop to my knees by her bed at night,

she talks to Jesus, and I close my eyes.

And I thank God for all of the joy in

my life, But most of all, for...

Butterfly Kisses after bedtime prayer.

Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair.

"Walk beside the pony

daddy, it's my first ride."

"I know the cake looks funny

daddy, but I sure tried."

Oh, with all that I've done wrong,

I must have done something right

To deserve a hug every morning,

And butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet Sixteen Today,

She's looking like her mama

a little more every day.

One part woman, the other part girl.

To perfume and makeup,

from ribbons and curls.

Trying her wings out in a great

big world. But I remember...

Butterfly Kisses after bedtime prayer.

Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair.

"You know how much I love daddy,

But if you don't mind,

I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."

Oh with all that I've done wrong,

I must have done something right.

To deserve her love every morning,

And butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time

Oh like the wind, when the years go by

precious butterfly

Spread your wings and fly

She'll change her name today.

She'll make a promise,

and I'll give her away.

Standing in the bride room

just staring at her,

she asked me what I'm thinking,

and I said "I'm not sure,

I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."

Then she leaned over... and gave me...

Butterfly kisses, with her mama there

Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair

"Walk me down the aisle daddy, it's just

about time."

"Does my wedding gown look pretty

daddy?" "Daddy don't cry!"

Oh with all that I've done wrong,

I must have done something right

To deserve her love every morning,

and butterfly kisses

I couldn't ask God for more, man this is

what love is

I know I've gotta let her go, but I'll always

remember

Every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses...

~Bob Carlisle

I love you daddy!

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Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober

Don't cry to me

If you loved me

You would be here with me

You want me

Come find me

Make up your mind

Should I let you fall

Lose it all

So maybe you can remember yourself?

Can't keep believing

We're only deceiving ourselves

And I'm sick of the lie

And you're too late

Don't cry to me

If you loved me

You would be here with me

You want me

Come find me

Make up your mind

Couldn't take the blame

Sick with shame

Must be exhausting to lose your own game

Selfishly hated

No wonder you're jaded

You can't play the victim this time

And you're too late

Don't cry to me

If you loved me

You would be here with me

You want me

Come find me

Make up your mind

You never call me when you're sober

You only want it 'cause it's over

It's over

How could I have burned paradise?

How could I?

You were never mine!

So don't cry to me

If you loved me

You would be here with me

Don't lie to me

Just get your things

I've made up your mind!

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Evanescence - Bring Me To Life

How can you see into my eyes like open doors

Leading you down into my core

Where I've become numb

Without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find it there and lead it back home


{Wake me up}

Wake me up inside

{I can't wake up}

Wake me up inside

{Save me}

Call my name and save me from the dark

{Wake me up}

Bid my blood to run

{I can't wake up}

Before I come undone

{Save me}

Save me from the nothing I've become


Now that I know what I'm without

You can't just leave me

Breathe into me and make me real

Bring me to life


{Wake me up}

Wake me up inside

{I can't wake up}

Wake me up inside

{Save me}

Call my name and save me from the dark

{Wake me up}

Bid my blood to run

{I can't wake up}

Before I come undone

{Save me}

Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life

{I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside}

Bring me to life


Frozen inside without your touch

Without your love darling

Only you are the life among the dead


All this time I can't believe I couldn't see

Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems

Got to open my eyes to everything

Without a thought without a voice without a soul

Don't let me die here

There must be something more

Bring me to life


{Wake me up}

Wake me up inside

{I can't wake up}

Wake me up inside

{Save me}

Call my name and save me from the dark

{Wake me up}

Bid my blood to run

{I can't wake up}

Before I come undone

{Save me}

Save me from the nothing I've become


{Bring me to life}

I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside

{Bring me to life}

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Evanescence - Breathe No More

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.

That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.

All the little pieces falling, shatter

Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.

To small to matter,

But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.

If I try to touch her,

And I bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe no more.

 

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirit's well.

Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.

Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.

And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.

But I know the difference,

Between myself and my reflection.

I just can't help but to wonder,

Which of us do you love?

So I bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe now...

Bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe,

I breathe-

I breathe no more.

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Evanescence - All That I'm Living For

All That I'm Living For

All That I'm Dying For

All That I Can't Ignore

Alone At Night

I can feel the night beginning

Separate me from the living

Understanding me

After all I've seen

Piercing every thought together

Find the words to make me better

If I only knew

How to pull myself apart

All That I'm Living For

All That I'm Dying For

All That I Can't Ignore

Alone At Night

All That I'm Wanted For

Although I Wanted More

Lock The Last Open Door

My Ghosts Are Gaining On Me

I believe that dreams are sacred

Take my darkest fears and play them

Like a lullaby

Like a reason why

Like a play of mind obsessions

Make me understand the lesson

So I'll find myself

So I won't be lost again

All That I'm Living For

All That I'm Dying For

All That I Can't Ignore

Alone At Night

All That I'm Wanted For

Although I Wanted More

Lock The Last Open Door

My Ghosts Are Gaining On Me

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world

To make you see me

To be the one

I could have run forever

But how far would I have come

Without mourning your love?

All That I'm Living For

All That I'm Dying For

All That I Can't Ignore

Alone At Night

All That I'm Wanted For

Although I Wanted More

Lock The Last Open Door

My Ghosts Are Gaining On Me

Should it hurt to love you?

Should I feel like I do?

Should I lock the last open door?

My ghosts are gaining on me

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Savage Gardens - Truly Madly Deeply

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning



I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...



And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish, send it to heaven, then make you want to cry...
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and certainty.

That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of...
The highest power, In lonely hours. The tears devour you...

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...



Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...



I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...



I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...



I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want LIVE like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...



This is one song I would love to dance to at my wedding someday.
This song means so much to me.
It is about LOVE...
And this would be the song I would dance to with my husband.
Our first dance to be exact.

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